Kate Carnes

Get Over It

I had this 4 or 5 paragraph post today fussing about the beliefs of other people and how it effects me. What they think of me. My new “realizations”, lolololol. How the ones I thought believed in me or at least believed me, didn’t, don’t, probably never will (about what happened to me two years ago. Oh yeah, I had a nervous breakdown. Seriously?) They weren’t me, aren’t me, and if they want to believe what some doctor said over me, or some societal preconception of people then they can go right ahead.

I am tired of feeling that I’m not believed, that I some mental breakdown. I have to get over it. It just hurts mostly. After everything I have done in my life you would think they would believe me when I say I had a bad reaction to the meds they gave me at the dentist. But noooo. Just because it wasn’t a typical reaction they are used to. Really? Uh, science is ever changing…. The world isn’t flat anymore. Not like I haven’t gone over doctors before and after years of persistence got the right diagnoses for my children. No, I have no idea what I am talking about here.

But, like I said it just hurts mostly……… And just when you are finally finding the better words…….or pics with quotes to express yourself because you can’t seem to communicate with other people……it’s oh……..all these new realizations………….come on? It’s not my fault others have difficulty communicating with me. Let me put it this way….. It’s not my fault others do not understand me! I seem to be able to understand others just fine……… How do I know you ask?…….. They tell me. I can repeat back to them what they mean in my own words. When I talk about things I know or that interest me; I lose them, they just look at me with a blank stare, or get bored because they have no idea what I am talking about, and/or don’t care. Or this one, I’m crazy. AHHHHH, lol Just because I’m not understood. That’s o.k. because they are people (about 7 billion other) out there that may and some do. And that’s why I am content. Because I am not alone.

And I have found what I have been looking for, had found, and am content……. it’s just hurt feeling I feel like I got to get over. I feel like I am still in the dark ages here!!! This should probably be on my other blog, but I am putting it here instead. Just cause

Posted in Rant by Kate on April 4th, 2014 at 2:27 pm.

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